Astaghfirullahalazim

Yaya, adik and I was not well last week. The weather were unpredictable, hot during the day, cold at night. Almost like winter, yet there is still a month to go until the season change. There have been a lot going in my mind lately, happy and sad, uncertainty.... difficult to say, and can't really express it. My weakness is to let it go, some people can do it easily. But I will usually keep it inside until I can't bear it anymore and broke down to tears.

Astaghfirullahalzim .... Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menghadapi segala ujian ini. Padamu aku berserah, padamu aku memohon ketenangan. Amin.

yours truly,